It's 3a.m and i want to go to bed

Sick

2004-09-15T18:33:38Z

I hate being sick it sucks

ive been sick for the last two days and i havent been to school all i do is sleep and wake up all hot and uncomfortable. and u do nothing all day i just want it to go away.

and im bored

Weekend*

2004-09-06T22:05:43Z

This weekened wasnt to bad

Thursday Night - Went to azzeys and hung out with Azz,Suzy,Linzy,Beam,Rach,Katie,Alisha,Michelle s, and amy and it really was a horrible night except i had fun with azzey linzy and beamish when she was there i felt bad for lish cause she got really sick and i also felt bad for azzey..

Friday- Slept till 12 then took a shower went to the mall later that night with my mom and hung out with mike for a couple hours.

Saturday - In the morning i cleaned my room and my mom and i met my cousin tracy at the mall and did some shopping, after we came home and mike came to get me to bring me to his dads house to eat dinner with his uncle jack and did who i met at the mall with jane that was pretty fun i was tired though

Sunday - went to the mall again with my mom and got some stuff and then mike met us there and we went to middletown for my family bbq it was ok except i made fun of all of the people who arent my blood related family cause they all look like monkeys so it was like we were at a zoo or something, after that we went to mikes house and ate he went to play tennis and i hung outwith jane and his mom and then after that mike jane and i went to see wicker park the best movie ever it was so good everyone needs to go see it.

Monday - Today i did homework and took azzey to happy harrys to get her some school supplies then read most of my book i only have 20 pages to read thats about it.

Girls Night

2004-09-03T12:22:34Z

THE WORST NIGHT EVER!!!!!

Just to let everyone know how bad amy is as a friend well shes not even my friend anymore because she treats people like shit shes a liar and its all about amy first of all she doesnt understand NO BOYS IN THE HOUSE and when alisha is drunk and throwing up amy is on the phone with her stupid ass boyfriend that is a loser and goes down stairs at 3 in the morning wakes everyone up because no one knows where she is and ofcourse aaron is downstairs in the house really the only reason he came over at 3 was because he cant get any from anyone else but really thats not the point. He really doesnt have sex with other girls we just make that up too.. another thing is she is sooooo stupid when it comes to guys! Im sorry when it is a girls night you dont leave because of your boyfriend you hang out with your "friends" then in whats called the day and when you arent doing anything and you dont have plans you hang out with your boyfriend. Ok another thing she takes advantage of people when she stays at there houses so she is never staying at my house again cause all she does is leave and go hang out with aaron.. LEAVE WHEN YOU ARE AT YOUR OWN FUCKING HOUSE BITCH! Its really annoying because when we call you a first time answer your fucking phone and dont say you never got the calls your a liar and the only reason it wouldnt be in your phone book is because you deleted them dumbass... And you dont tell sean (azzeys boyfriend) you hate her and shes a dumb slut and you hate all of us when you are staying at azzeys house K GET IT AMY.. This proves to me how you dont need friends and i sware to god if was pissed off enough when you were downstairs i would have beat the shit out of you and linzy was def about to. your a complete asshole and i dont want to be friends with people who take advantage of me cause its fucking annoying.. ITS NOT JUST ONE TIME YOU LEAVE ITS ALLLLL THE TIME YOU ARE NEVER COMING TO ANOTHER GIRLS NIGHT AGAIN BECAUSE NOONE LIKES YOU ANYMORE..

Hey Im going to start writing again

2004-08-30T17:48:13Z

Ok so Yesterday was my birthday and thanks for everyone who called me only like 4 people to wish me a happy birthday im glad my good friends came to my birthday party because it was fun and i had a good time and other people didnt because they had better things to do and stuff and they didnt even wish me a happy birthday i just want to say thanks michelle for being my friends for 16years and not even saying happy birthday i mean its the least you could have done but i guess im not as important as ur stupid ass bands but anyway.. On my real birthday mike came to my house and woke me up at 8 and gave me my presents and we went to his house and played with the kittens they are soo cute i love them all and we pretty much helped him mom all day and it was fun i didnt mind it at all then we helped her move funerture and went to acme got cake mix and had another birthday party over there which they didnt have to do but it was really nice and i had a great day yesterday and i love the mccarron family

Michelle*

2004-06-26T18:30:27Z

Happy 18th Birthday Michelle!

your freaking so old!

mon-tue-wed-thur

2004-06-24T15:45:26Z

Monday i hung out with greg and we watched 51st dates or whatever and never got to see the end cause his dvd player froze we ate tacobell and he took me home at 5 cause he had lax. Then justin imed me and asked me what i was doing and so we went to bk and ate there and went back to my house and looked at pictures and then went fishing it was fun i caught a fish but i never got to see it cause it got off the hook, after fishing we went back to justins house and watched so bodyboarding video and then when greg got there we watched some surfing video and mike called and was mad cause i wasnt home because he had just gotten home from cali, so when he came to pick me up he was yelling at me, so then we went to mcdonalds and i got a milk shake and he got food went back to my house and hung out.I talked to azzey and then went to sleep.

Tuesday i had to work wow i love work its so great NOT i worked 1-5:45 and the last 30mins i just went outside and took a break because there was nothing to do. but im going to finish this later<3

Pissed off

2004-06-22T05:17:48Z

I had a fun day and then something happend and im pissed off!

Friday night Saturday and sat night

2004-06-20T03:28:25Z

Ok so i get home from work and take a shower talk to mike and get ready for my family to come over for dinner it was cool it was my dads family and my moms dad so it was fun.. at 8:30 i went to beams house cause she was having a bday party sleepover and it was alot of fun we watched movies and talked and stuff and ate food the usual and the next day i went home with lish and azzey and we dropped azzey off and i came to alishas and swam like 10 laps with lish and it was fun went out with my mom to go to ulta and to get my dad a shirt and i have to finish his card because tomorrow is fathers day also we went to the st.anthonys fest and it was alooot of fun we danced and got free black hats and sun glasses it was so funny i had really fun tonight and yesterday and i cant wait to have more fun.. and mike comes home in like 2 days but im going to start hanigng out with my friends more because i have alot of fun when im with them not that i dont with mike but yea

Work

2004-06-18T12:01:28Z

I freaking hate work, it sucks i hate getting up in the morning and going to work ive worked this whole week and its so gay im fucking tired,

My day

2004-06-14T22:41:18Z

Woke up at 6:00 am because i had to go into work i just pretty much sat there and watched movies and read mags and filled out paper work it was sooooo boring i wish i didnt go but i made like 80 or 60 bucks so thats not to bad for doing nothing i go back to work on wed thur and sat so hopefully those will be my weekly days.. Um i came home and mike called me on my way home and gave me chocies to pick from on what we were going to do but, i told him it was up to him... So we are going to the olive garden and seeing a movie then tomorrow we are going to the beach and maybe the st.anthonys carnival, and then wed i have to work and then im going to a philles game, i think mike leaves thursday to go to cali and then comes home monday or something. soo thursday im going to wish bea a happy bday and im either going to go the carnival with my friends after work or do nothing, and friday im going to beas because its her bday party, sat dont know what im doing prob hang out with my mom and go to my aunts house where my cousin thinks im a bitch and im really not, im just shy and dont talk to her because im a mute (nick taylor) so im guessing thats why she thinks that, sundayill tell you when the day comes but right now im going to dinner so ill writer later<3

Saturday

2004-06-13T15:03:44Z

Did nothing all day, talked to greg and he got mad at me, but i thought that we should hang out sometime.. but i think things are better now cause he apoligized. so hopefully we are friends again. I def miss all of my friends it sucks because mike takes up all my time and when hes not here im to lazy to call them, but yesterday i was affraid to call azzey cause i thought she like hated me because i didnt spend the night at linzys but thats only because i didnt like the girls that were there sorry. i mean i dont really like anyone.. but anyway allison made a good point on my comments, and the only reason this summer is going to suck is if i dont hang out with my friends and am just with mike and wait around for mike till hes done work, well maybe i just want to spend time with him because hes going away soon and i wont see him for awhile but i dont just want to hang out with my friends because hes not around so im going to have to hang out with them sometime, and when mike does get back i might be in that friend stage where all i want to do is hang out with my friends who knows.. im just really made about something i mean it might sound really gay but i feel like i lost my best friend because i wasnt allowed to hang out with him and it pisses me off because now that mike wants to hang out with his bestfriend he can because he doesnt want to loose her and to me it isnt fair, just because she wants to hang out with him doesnt mean things change for her and i am trying to make a point to him THAT WHEN MY BEST FRIEND wanted to hang out with me i had to freaking lie to him and that makes me so mad because i wanted to han gout with him. But i guess im not going to be gay about him hanging out with her it just really makes me mad that things change for her because he doesnt want to loose his friend.. Well im sure i already lost mine because i never see him anymore. But anyway enough said there tomorrow im going in for my gay ass job i do not want to fucking work.. I hate it so much but whatever atleast im making money even though its not that much.. well i guess ill post later and tell you everything else.. O yea i went healthy food shopping last night and got some good food. And went back to mikes house and ate some food but we were going to watch the end of star wars but his mom thought it was too late so i just had him take me home because thats what his mom wanted.. well whatever hopefully some people will want to go to the st.anthonys carnival with me this week it should be fun, and they have a place where u can dance and act like a tard and its fun suzy and me did it last year and we were cracking allison and justin up. But thats all ill write later<3

Friday - Saturday

2004-06-12T15:07:07Z

Friday
Crappy out hung out with mike did some pretty fun things, we went out to lunch at the pit, we always go there but it was good. After we went back to his house to finish lord of the rings but we didnt cause we had to leave a 4:30 to stop and starbucks and see the movie troy with jane and their mom. Troy was a pretty good movie i thought, so you should go see it, or rent it when it comes out on dvd or vhs.After the movie i went back to my house and ate dinner and i was going to spend the night at linzy's but i didnt cause i dont really like certian people she invited. So i just went to sleep afterwards.

this summer is going to suck..

Thursday*

2004-06-11T15:00:58Z

Mike woke me up and we packed for the beach we brought his sister jane down and dropped her off on the corner.. Sike we dropped her off at a house in Dewey, then mike and i went to the inlet known by some as southside, and we went in the water although i didnt really like it cause i could touch things on the bottom of the ocean that i didnt really like feeling on my feet, then we played some lax and right when we were going to take our naps it started thundering so we got off the beach and played putt putt golf and i won because im great at it. I wanted to go to the boardwalk and he didnt so we were just going to go home but then we went to the boardwalk cause i wanted to go and i won us two turtles and we went on rides, the tea cups, the ride you go around in a circle in i dont know what its called but it was fun, and the sea dragon, and then we went into this store and he bought me a necklace its pretty its a yellow flipflp with fake diamonds on it, and we ate at the rusty rudder it was good i t hink we might be eating there when we go back next time but im not sure, then we got ice cream at the boardwalk and went home, it was really fun and i had alot of fun i think we might go back sometime this weekend or next week but def not on tuesday cause he already has plans. AND I THINK WHAT HE IS DOING IS UNFAIR.

What a day!?!?!?!

2004-06-09T22:21:21Z

I woke up at 8:40 in the morning to go to school cause mike was picking me up cause i had to drive at 9:30, when i got to school i saw lish and we like waited 20mins for mr.gallo cause he had to do something, so when he finally came out he let this other girl drive who was like horrible we seriously thought we were going to die, like she didnt even stay in her lane i feel bad though cause she sucks. But anyway we came back to school after she drove and lish and i did the parallel parking and we both did good and then we got our blue slips, but i cant get mine till june 29th, its only 19 days i dont really care that much anyway. Umm so after all this the girl drove us to wilmington and we got water ice, it was pretty good, but lish like spit hers out and started making me laugh and mr.gallo was cracking jokes, what a silly man, he has to be my fav teacher at ai.. ok well i forgot this part we were waiting in the car and he didnt come out for like 15mins and lish is like "where the fuck is he?" its fucking hot theresa roll up the windows and turn the ac on, its so fucking hot im not waiting in this goddamn car anymore, so she got out and when she went inside the horrible driver girl told alisha she was scared and that she wanted her to come down stairs with her so lish did and then she came back to the car and was like what a fucking retard and she was just making me laugh the whole time we were in the car.

Tonight im prob going to go to the mall with my mom, and ulta.. and if bea calls me or azzey to hang out then i guess i will hang out with them but who knows most likely i wont get a call so ill be bored at home..

Summer

2004-06-09T17:49:56Z

Glad to be out of school but bored...

hm

2004-06-09T03:03:44Z

MY COMPUTER IS FIXED!

friday

2004-05-28T21:13:38Z

school sucked, i suck at math i have to be the worst person on the planet at math, its not my thing i can add subtract, put things into formula but i suck at math..anyway in scotty dottys class we played some gay ass game like always cause english is a time for games kids.. did you know that weve played more games and more of like the question game where anyone can ask you any question then doing actual work? yea well its true, i mean i dont want to sound mean, but seriously noone has learned anything in that class its a joke..k well anyway after school mike and i went to Ritas and got water ice and it was gross i sware that place is gross and has the worst water ice ever..hmmm what else o yea finals start next thursday CANT WAIT! to get an f on the math final and german f that im not taking german next year i cant stand it anymore its so annoying and boring, and i really dont understand the reading because i dont really know the voab that well ill just take another computer or science class or history, hmmmmm oo right this weekend is going to suck, everyone has plans to do stuff and noone really tells me anything, so im not really invited anywhere.. um well who ever tried out for poms and made it good job and for all the other girls its ok because u can always go out next year but good job too.. thats all for now

Thursday**

2004-05-28T01:31:27Z

*Period 6 - Geometry = ok
*Homeroom - ok
*Period 7 - WITH SCOTTY DOTTY gay english class havent learned 1 thing
*Period 1 - German best class ever
*Period 2 - LONG History wasnt to bad
*Period 3 - BIO (smile look up at the ceiling) lish u crack me up
*Period 4 - Band fun class

*Lisha hope you have fun in New York* ill miss you<3
*tell heather happy bday..

cant wait for this exciting weekend! (not)
Friday ill prob hang out with mike, then sat ill do some homework and read my book along with every other day, then that night its my dads birthday so well prob have dinner for him and cake and mike will come over and leave and hang out with his friends, and ill be home alone because all my friends will be at the beach or in new york. Sunday prob do nothing, then go to a family dinner or whatever, monday nothing..THIS WEEKEND WILL BE A BLAST!

anyway..school needs to be over already im getting so sick of everyone..

1:22

2004-05-25T17:22:58Z

OOOOOO GEEZE WE HAVE 3 MINS!! THE BIG BAD BELL IS GOING TO RING

1:16

2004-05-25T17:21:47Z

recent update we have 10mins! of study hall left and counting!

JUSTIN - IS A PRETTY PRETTY PRINCESS

EVAN- NEEDS TO OPEN HIS DAMN SKITTLES SO HE CAN WIN BIG!

THERESA- I AM UPDATING

ALISHA - IS LAUGHING

BILLY - IS WATCHING ME WRITE THIS AND DOING HOMEWORK CONCETRATE BILLY

KATIE - IS DRIVING WITH MR.GALLO OR I SHOULD REPEAT WHAT ALISHA JUST SAID "OBSERVING"

AND THATS ALL FOR NOW KIDS REMEMBER BARNEY LOVES YOU

Study Hall

2004-05-25T17:14:36Z

it is 1:08 and i am in study hall (freshman) Justin Stweart wrote on alisha's bookbag that "evan grim is gay" who is currently a junior that will be a senior next year (duh) ok anyway now he wants to cross it off like its his job! to bad i told i would draw pretty little flowers around his name... alisha who is currently and sophmore is driving tomorrow or "OBSERVING" im so happy because that must mean they are going to be in august and get to me!!!!

Im so glad i dont have period 7 at the end of the day but i have mrs.hubener which is pretty gay because that class is boring plus im failing but after i take these two quiz's ill get a d so its not that bad plus i suck at geometry and i have to stay after with her HOW GAY! i cant wait till this fing school year is over cause this school is a hell hole with ants everywhere and those little red blood sucking bugs i dont know what they are called, but evan just whispered mexicans.. haha silly me! hes laughing.. YEA AND JUSTIN IS READING HIS GAY ASS SOCIAL STUDIES BOOK OUTLOUD ITS CALLED INSIDE VOICES! s.s lish haha remember at lunch well yea im going to stop typing now..

Monday

2004-05-24T20:55:40Z

Today was alright, we only have like 7 more days of real school, and then like 4days of finals i cant wait to get out of that hell hole for the summer, i cant wait to hang out with friends and not have to worry about freaking school all the time, or tests or homework, now i can go and hang out with friends and do whatever except for cheat on my b/f which i wouldnt do anyway..but im going to miss him while he is away for 5 weeks, i mean im going to have to work alot anyway because someone has to pay for the 378$ phone bill that mike and i jacked up! i could freaking kill him but my rents are going to get me long distance so it doesnt happen again, and plus im going to have to pay to go to london if my parents are buying me a car, if i ever get to freaking drive dr ed is going soo slow they are like in july they need to hurry up and get to the fucking end of august! but anyway i took a math test today and hopefully i did ok cause if i didnt then i guess im going to fail for the freaking year, i so hate geometry because im not good at it and it confuses me and so i dont want to work hard at something im not good at!

Yea soo anyway i want to help alisha move and everything, but i really dont want to see her go, because we grew up together and im never going to be able to walk down to her house again to make her breakfast with michelle or walk down to her house when she needs a professional plunger(me).. its going to be so different without the devivos in the neighbor hood..and im hardly ever going to see mr.mike who is like the funniest dad of all times, and little mike who is like my brother, or even alisha who is like my sister or even her mom, who used to make us breffffast in the mornings when we used to spend the night at lishas..it just sucks, but hopefully we will stay best friends forever no matter what happens even though she thinks im gay and annoying or prob hates me, but im really going to miss them<3

ich liebe mich<3

GUESS WHAT!

2004-05-22T14:26:55Z

today is

AMYS BIRTHDAY!

SHE IS 16

FRIDAY

2004-05-21T19:06:39Z

FRIDAY finally! today was ok study hall is the only fun class because everyone cracks eachother up, and the teacher is a tard and pretty much every other class is a joke, on monday i have a huge test in math so ill prob end up studying this weekend.. Tonight i think im going to a show or just coming to the end of it to see spitailfeild and then later spend the night at alisha's.. and hang out with mike but who knowsss...soo i guess ill write later

ocean_avenue_16 @ 2004-05-21T06:50:00

2004-05-21T10:52:18Z

what i ment about everything is that people who are your friends should act like your friends...